||[Jul. 30th, 2007|02:05 pm]
Jaime J. Music
||||| "Early Winter" GS||]|
I'm sorry that I have neglected you. The pull of myspace was too great.
Since December I:
worked two jobs, repaired my car three times, started up a new relationship, went to Hawaii again, Turned 24, was only a few feet from Gwen, got dumped, started working with Woodspine/Dark Hall (I love you soo much), and started writing for a local Hip-Hop/R&B label.
It seems like there has been so much more than this.
I'm single and it's confusing. Relationships are a mess sometimes, but I am truly glad that I had the chance to experience a somewhat pleasant one. A question lingers in my mind though. As humans, why do we say we one second say love each other and then make hurtful comments we don't get what we want?
I think I've been on both sides here.
I'm still angry as hell about it all, but I will not dwell upon it anymore.
We can't be what we want each other to be, and that is ok.
I hate sleeping alone.
One night you're lying in bed with someone feeling so hopeful and content. Another night, you are just strangers to each other in a public setting.