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Aunt Becky's [Oct. 6th, 2010|11:10 pm]
Jaime J. Music
Yo what up jigga. I'm updating from my aunt Becky's crib. BYYEE. My shit (old posts) iz straight drama.

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Trying to bring it back. [Mar. 18th, 2009|08:54 pm]
Jaime J. Music
Dear LJ,
I feel embarrassed looking through you. The amount of drama I have created is too much to bare.
Oh well! The bitch is back!

How is everyone? Are you still out there?
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New Order. [Mar. 21st, 2008|02:08 am]
Jaime J. Music
I always wonder if it's love.
I am working thorugh so many things lately.
Is it worth it?
Is it for someone that will do the same for me?
I am doing my best; is the other party?

I don't want to sleep alone tonight...
I really don't want to.

I'm tired of feeling like this.
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This is an old post I found... [Mar. 21st, 2008|02:07 am]
Jaime J. Music
I feel like I have given up on a lot of things in my life this year.
Ugh. I can't be vague here; my heart is oozing blood.

(Let me start over)

I feel I have given up on a lot of people in my life this year.
It feels a bit more like a sacrifice.
But why do I feel this way?
What did I sacrifice?
Why did I sacrifice it?
I sacrificed important friendships, and for what reason?

I'm only 24 and don't know everything.
All I think I know is this...
In every and any friendship/relationship it takes the patience and strength of both parties to maintain a balance...maybe even a mutual dependence...a togetherness.
If I hurt anyone in the process I know I have always owned up to it and apologized, but I feel I didn't get that in return. Was I wrong?

I got into a lot of fights this year. I got into a lot of fights last year too It continued into last week. I am living in confusion about many things. I don't want to depend on anyone sometimes. Is this an issue.

Mybe the people I've given up on really just gave up on me.
Who knows?
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A letter. [Aug. 5th, 2007|09:49 pm]
Jaime J. Music
Dear Jesus,

Please remind me to not jump the gun on this one.

Trying to be patient and not freak,
Jaime J.
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2007|09:15 pm]
Jaime J. Music
Dear No Doubt,
I love you. It is the 7th year anniversary of the first time we saw each other. I miss you.

Waiting in line to buy time,
Jaime J.

Image from beacon-street.net

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ND. [Aug. 2nd, 2007|09:06 pm]
Jaime J. Music
Dear No Doubt,
I love you. It is the 7th year anniversary of the first time we saw each other. I miss you.

Waiting in line to buy time,
Jaime J.

Image from beacon-street.net

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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2007|09:41 pm]
Jaime J. Music
[Current Location |Windmill Inn]
[Current Mood |Fine.]
[Current Music |"Waiting Room" ND]

All I can think about is song writing.
Song writing song writing song writing song writing.

I have all these ideas coming to me at all times of the day.
Also, I can't stop thinking about Bank of America.
That's right!
B of A!
I didn't stutter.

You wish you knew.
Call me and I'll tell you 'bout it.
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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2007|02:05 pm]
Jaime J. Music
[Current Location |Folk's]
[Current Mood |creativecreative]
[Current Music | "Early Winter" GS]

Dear LJ,

I'm sorry that I have neglected you. The pull of myspace was too great.

Since December I:
worked two jobs, repaired my car three times, started up a new relationship, went to Hawaii again, Turned 24, was only a few feet from Gwen, got dumped, started working with Woodspine/Dark Hall (I love you soo much), and started writing for a local Hip-Hop/R&B label.
It seems like there has been so much more than this.

I'm single and it's confusing. Relationships are a mess sometimes, but I am truly glad that I had the chance to experience a somewhat pleasant one. A question lingers in my mind though. As humans, why do we say we one second say love each other and then make hurtful comments we don't get what we want?
I think I've been on both sides here.
I'm still angry as hell about it all, but I will not dwell upon it anymore.
We can't be what we want each other to be, and that is ok.
I hate sleeping alone.
One night you're lying in bed with someone feeling so hopeful and content. Another night, you are just strangers to each other in a public setting.
Go figure.
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? [Apr. 1st, 2007|11:20 pm]
Jaime J. Music
Where have I been?
Call me and find out.
So much has changed since December.
You will never believe it!
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